Hello, please I need some advise before I lose it.
I have been in love with this guy for as long as I can remember. We have been friends since we were kids and grew up together. We have shared countless memories and experiences, and I always thought that one day we would end up together. I found out something last month that shattered my heart, that he has a girlfriend!
Inasmuch as he has never asked me to be his girlfriend, I felt that the care that he showed me, the things he said to me, the way he looked at me; that all were a mirror of the deep feeling that I had and still have for him.
The grief in my heart is very deep as I write. He is the only one I have ever loved. I can’t imagine my life without him in it.
What do I do? How do I make him realize how I feel?