Hello, please I need some advise before I lose it.
I have been in love with this guy for as long as I can remember. We have been friends since we were kids and grew up together. We have shared countless memories and experiences, and I always thought that one day we would end up together. I found out something last month that shattered my heart, that he has a girlfriend!
Inasmuch as he has never asked me to be his girlfriend, I felt that the care that he showed me, the things he said to me, the way he looked at me; that all were a mirror of the deep feeling that I had and still have for him.
The grief in my heart is very deep as I write. He is the only one I have ever loved. I can’t imagine my life without him in it.
What do I do? How do I make him realize how I feel?
Sometimes it can be really hard to let go. Especially at that point when it is clear that you are about to lose the person you love to someone else. That reality creates a natural instinct to hold that person even closer.